Why do I hate porn so much?


Why do I hate it so much?It doesn't make sense to me. I'm alright with erotica and hentai, just not porn porn. Like PornHub, that kind of porn with real women. But it doesn't really bother me as much if it's fantasy not involving me, I think it's specifically the act of watching/looking at porn. But it gets weirder.I've went with my boyfriend to one of those coffee shops where a scantily clad woman gives you your coffee, that was fine.My boyfriend has told me stuff about his thoughts/feelings towards other women, and with me involved in a lot of it (woman on woman), that I took fine at the time, but porn made me retroactively angry with the things he said.I've let my boyfriend go on Tinder and stuff and agreed to him talking to other girls, possibly going on a date but nothing sexual. It was alright and I was a little bummed when it went nowhere. I know I couldn't handle that now, though. But before, I was trying it, we were taking it slow, and it felt okay.So why is it that my boyfriend telling me he watched porn in the bathroom or while I was asleep or not home or whatever hurts like a boulder when all that was fine? Or at least at the time it felt that way.It feels so gross and creepy to me. It hurts. I can't find a solid reason for me feeling that way, but that's how I feel. If he were doing the exact same thing but with erotica, hentai, or his thoughts, I doubt I would care. But since it's porn, it makes me want to cry. Someone tell me why.I search online for other people who feel the same, or some help, or some reason, and a lot of the time I get people who think I'm bad or wrong for this. It's just porn, get over it, he's not cheating on you! I'm not a bad person for hating porn! I'm not a bad person for not wanting my partner to look at it! I wish people would stop saying people like me are bad or wrong because of this. via /r/TrueOffMyChest https://ift.tt/2BvI4XZ

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