Hentai addiction, a joke?


You know what's making it really difficult for me? That no one takes Hentai addiction serious.People tell you how "these are no real girls!" or "how can anyone get addicted to that at all?" etc. But it's a serious problem... at least for me it is. My whole life I liked perverted things and Hentai made it easy to release creative sexual fantasies you can't find in reality or are right out illegal. My mind found more and more extreme tags and I fell so far down the rabbit hole that I masturbated 3 - 4 times every day or more for the last 10 years watching Hentai. Sometimes so much that my hand was hurting and I spend 3 to 5 hours searching for the perfect content every day. 5 hours!Before it got so extreme I did it maybe once a day with real porn. By now I get days where I'm frustrated when I can't find any new extreme stuff and I started looking through untranslated content just to get my fix, even though I couldn't understand anything of it. Just the thought of maybe finding something gets me heart racing.I consumed so much of this stuff that I can't get off to real porn anymore. When I watch real porn even if it's hardcore bdsm stuff I feel empty inside. They either don't scream enough or it's not perverted enough or the body isn't as perfect as in the hentai etc. The horny part of my brain gets more aroused by Hentai than real porn by now. That's when I noticed I need to do something. I'm in my mid twenties and have been alone my whole life. No wonder with that massive addiction. Thankfully I didn't lose respect for women but I feel like they can't give me even remotely what I really want.I started my noFap reboot about 10 days ago and I'm out of ideas how I should manage to stay away for longer. I don't do any other drugs, not even smoke and can only compare it anecdotally. But Hentai for me is like super crack. It's not like normal stuff, it's a much more potent and addicting version. Day 8 was hard, day 9 was tempting and now day 10 I found myself already using google to find possible websites to get a fix. Thankfully I managed to stay away from it and didn't click. Man, just one click and I'd have seen the stuff and messed up my streak.Since Anime is my second biggest hobby I feel helpless. I would need to stop watch Anime all together as there're always perverted scenes or fan service. Just today I saw the censored part of the american Sword art Online season and I got aroused by the rape scene. How sick is that!? I got so desensitized.I only don't feel super bad because I know with absolute certainty that I'd never do that in real life and that it's just a fantasy. But it releasing a massive adrenaline rush in me wanting to go on my favorite hentai site and binge read/watch all the sick shit that's there...Edit: I hope it's ok that I left it more open end... maybe too personal. I don't know. But at the end where else can I go? I'd like to hear your stories and even better if one of you managed to stay away from it and can share strategies. I deleted all my stuff and changed my passwords to something random so it's a lot harder for me to fall back. via /r/HentaiFree https://ift.tt/2QryDln

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