I'm glad I quit masturbating accidentally.


This is not something to say out loud, but I just can't resist sharing it. Of course it's embarrassing to say with my real name, so I had to create a new account.I'm an average 19 yo boy and I started masturbating when I was 15. I watch porn and hentai while doing the job, and it always feels good. But occasionally, I myself feel sad when I see some boys and girls in my class enjoying their own love stories. I want to have a girlfriend, but it just don't happen.Watching hentai then led me to anime. I became an anime fan and watch anime of various genres, including Girls' Love. If you watch anime too then you know that this season there's a GL anime called "Bloom into You". It's.... special. It's not a typical GL that I've ever watched. And before I realized, it had changed something in my brain.Through every week's episode, I became more and more captivated by the romantic relationship between the two main girls. My desire of having a girlfriend gradually faded out. In the anime, there's a boy named Maki, who has no interest in being involved in a romantic relationship himself, instead has a strong desire of only being the audience, following others' love stories. Fascinating love stories, he says. So I think I have become some kind of a Maki in real life.But the change went wilder. After watching the 8th episode, which was 10 days ago, I finally lost my sexual desire. But I did not realize that change, I was too busy thinking of my favorite love story, until yesterday. When my hands somehow automatically opened a hentai website. I looked at the page, and was like "Oh... I feel nothing. - - - When did I stop fapping???".When I realized all the fact, I couldn't stop laughing. To make it clear, I never wanted to quit masturbating, neither did I think it's possible for me. And yet it happened.But I actually welcome this change. My body has no problems with it. My soul feels a little relieved, since I am not anymore jealous of others' romantic relationships.Though saying of the future, I have no idea. via /r/teenagers https://ift.tt/2QuBcmb

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