I'm suicidal

My ex broke up with me a month ago, and we just talked a few days ago. I don't wanna get into it but I have fully accepted that we are not getting back together ever again.I rebounded about three days after the breakup. Needless to say, yesterday I spent two hours at urgent care sobbing as I got every single STD shot and pill given to me under the sun. I am 20. I was vulnerable. I wanted to feel wanted. And now I am alone and waiting for my STD results to come in while my ex is okay, and moving on happier without me and my negativity in his life.I'm so scared that I am going to be alone. I am biracial, average weight (136 pounds and 5'2"), nerdy with tattoos and purple hair/glasses. I never attract men, and when I do it's the type of overweight guys that love hentai and anime. I'm scared that now I'm destined to settle for this or be alone forever. I'm so lonely, and so sad all the time that even doing my part-time job is difficult. I have no idea how to meet people and I am genuinely feeling suicidal. I really don't know where to go from here or what I did to deserve this. via /r/BreakUps https://ift.tt/2SNLhbp

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